messed up

I still can't get over how God messed me up last week in Jamaica. When you go to love and serve, God dumps it all back on you multiplied. I truly believe that we look the most like Jesus when we are serving. In fact, a non-serving Christian is an oxy-moron. The key is trying to see my city/neighborhood as my mission field. How can I show the love of God today. Who's life can I influence with the power of Christ. Personally, I want to be "under the influence" of the Holy Spirit continually. I want to live in a state of being continually messed up by God.